Think... think...think...

16th February 2009.

Think... think....think.

Got lots to think about.

I seriously do not know how best to express how I feel right now.

I was really hoping I would get what I worked my ass for. But alas...

I guess I just didnt expect it to be this way.

I think its my fault. I expect to much from people. And the results is I constantly get disappointed.

I am not sure what exactly I feel. But one thing for sure, I know I am extremely sad and disppointed to the max!

My hands and lips was shaking due to the anticipation.

And when I got the news, my eyes were watery.

The weird part is they potray it as not a bad news.

*sighs*

I dont know how to react to that. I thought I did well. I guess not.

Calm down... take a deep breath.... you've been through worse.

Then why does this hurt more?