Saturday, May 17, 2008

Thank God Almighty!


I am extremely happy and thankful as I got something that I have been eyeing for quite awhile.

In fact, it was more than I expected. I sometimes forgotten how much I am worth. It has been awhile since I contribute my two cents and I am glad that it is still valueble.

I do hope and pray that this would be The One. Of course I would do my part by giving my best and try not to screw it up.

I would also like to thank my other half for his patience and tolerance through out the two and a half years of ups and downs. Without him I would have given up an settle for whatever that comes my way. He is a God sent!

Not forgetting of course my mother that constantly prays only the best for me. I am sure this is partly because of her persistant prayers for my well being. Thank you, mom. There is no amount of wealth that could ever be even in the same ficinity as your love for me. I love you.

And last but not least, my one and only Creator. I am humbled by your generousity and will always be your loyal and grateful servant.

La Ila Ha Illallah, Muhamadur Rasullullah...

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Lucky Biatch..

I've got a headache.

A good headache.

I have a got two great offers.

And I have to choose one.

I am not good at deciding between great choices. Usually, I will always find a way to get both. But this time, I can't do that.

I am so torn I get gastric attacks and I can't sleep well at night.

Each offer has its pros and cons.

The first is a new found passion of mine and I'm totally comfortable with the environment. Now just waiting for the come back to my offer. Which if it is agreeable, would be totally cool and would solve my dilemma once and for all!

The other has a totally out of this world benefits and that would be great in the long run, financially. Therefore, I am not cutting it off till I know for sure the first one is no longer on the table.

Now is the sucky part. Waiting.

And guess what? I am not good in that as well!

My 'rock' also feels my pain, even though he finds my flustered disposition amusing. And offer no help by saying 'its up to me'..

I do hope to get this turmoil of mine over and done with it, soon. Before I die of over thinking!

Please God! You know what I really want and preffer. So please open that path for me!